<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979</id><updated>2011-07-08T03:30:57.212-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Solvo Vestri Sententia</title><subtitle type='html'>Love. Life. Culture. Experience. It all boils down to one thing. Ideology.

"Everything we do is a political act." -Ricky Lee</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>12</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-1382869952062083879</id><published>2009-09-18T12:45:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-18T12:46:10.493-07:00</updated><title type='text'>God is in the rain</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px; "&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;I'm a catholic, yet, ironically speaking, I am an agnostic.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;For the benefit of those who do not know, agnostics are definitely believers of God yet they do not have or believe in any religion. They are just entrusting themselves in a certain Deity, Supreme Being, God or Allah (whichever it may be called).&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;However, sometimes I doubt if God really does exist most especially when I feel so down.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Yet, I encountered God the rainy midnight of August 2, 2008.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;I’ve decided to go home the night of August 1. First, to get clothes for our overnight presswork in the lampoon issue and second, to fetch some, I mean, a little rest since my head badly ached that time. I came close on not pursuing to go to presswork since our Managing Editor (a very &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span mce_name="em" mce_style="font-style: italic;" class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;kuripot &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;one), did not want to give me some transportation allowance. She only gave me thirty pesos—an exact amount for a three-ride fare to Kamuning, where our printing press resides.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Thank heavens, our Assistant Managing Editor was kind enough she lent us a hundred peso bill for additional expenses. And to cut the long story of finances short, I went home with my pocket containing 50 pesos.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;I’ve planned the allocation of the 50 pesos—14 for the ride going home, four for the biogesic, and 31 for the ride going to Southern Voices. All in all, a peso coin would be the only money left if I arrived there.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;When I got home, my body initiated the move instead of my mind. I’ve eaten so fast (and a lot!) and then alas, slouched my body for a few hour sleep—one and a half, I estimated. I even refused to watch my favorite reality singing show—Pinoy Dream Academy since my eyes started to act on its own.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;I awoke at 11 o’clock. It was very late, I thought. So I hurriedly packed my things, did my hygiene rituals and left (ensuring the money). The trip to Divisoria was a fast one (the only time-consuming part is the long hours of waiting for a jeepney). However, the trip to Morayta was the complete opposite—a pain in the ass.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;The driver (whom I think has only started his first trip for the day), did not jump start for around half an hour in search for passengers or perhaps, waiting for his vehicle to be full (well, we cannot blame them, since it can be rooted to the oil crisis).&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;And when I arrived at Morayta, what I expected came. Jeepneys, whose routes are Proj. 2-3, were nowhere to be seen. And to add more pain in my agony, the sky cried much more.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;After encountering different people (whom sometimes I’m afraid of, thinking it would be a &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span mce_name="em" mce_style="font-style: italic;" class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;holdaper&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;) and also after thirty minutes have passed, there were still no jeepney.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;I was losing hope and I’ve started talking to God. Asking him for help or any miracle to produce a Proj. 2-3 jeepney since the money left on my hands was 14 pesos—the exact amount for the fare ride from Morayta to Kamuning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Thinking it was a hopeless case (after thorough conversations through my mind, of course to God, pleading for some help), I’ve decided to call the advance team in Southern Voices. I will be asking them to fetch me but in case they refused, I will go home.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;I’ve started to make my call through the pay phone near the Dunkin Donuts. At first, the one-peso coins were not accepted and it continued to pour at the “coin dropping part”. After many trials, of collecting the poured coins, transferring them to my pockets, picking other one-peso coins and slotting them in, the machine gave up and ate it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Jaseon, a new Torchie answered it. I’ve explained the situation. After knowing that the editors of the advance team was peacefully sleeping (whom were very difficult to wake up), my hopes started to diminish. I bid my farewell to Jaeson and planned to go home.&lt;br /&gt;As I put down the receiver, I thought that this maybe the sign God has given me (plus the heavy rain). I should go home. Assuring that I still have exact money for the fare going home, I re-count my coins.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Miraculously, a ten-peso coin was in my palm. As fas as I remembered, I had not received any ten-peso coin. And no matter how I re-computed my finances again and again, there was still a ten-peso gap.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Then it was like the grace of God that made my body hairs stand up. That was when, I realized, God is patiently watching me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;God helped me through the telephone booth.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;A miracle? Yes, I believe. I instantly remembered the quote in V for Vendetta&lt;i&gt;:&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;God is in the rain&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;. God poured his grace on me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-1382869952062083879?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/1382869952062083879/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/09/god-is-in-rain.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1382869952062083879'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1382869952062083879'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/09/god-is-in-rain.html' title='God is in the rain'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-1999755222048959074</id><published>2009-05-23T07:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-23T08:00:36.504-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Who's who?</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;Are men victims of discrimination on the status quo?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I came to read an article some in some blogspot that discussed a certain scenario which can be seen in the blockbuster hit Best Friends' Forever (BFF). The writer explicitly defended the idea of men tagged as "babaero" since it is sexist and feminist (well.. according to the analysis of the writer eventhough his thoughts are scattered all over the place... peace!).&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;One way or another, he got a point though. Some guys are being stereotyped as "babaero" eventhough they are not. I affirm that. But then let's try to delve it. How did the society arrived from this view?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;MOST guys (take note of the word "most" instead of using "all") hailed women as trophies to be boasted. They would say that infidelity among men are just okay since it is NATURAL. And I certainly DISAGREE with this CRAP!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just like what the article said that it isn't their fault because "tukso" came over. Well, I beg to DISAGREE again with this CRAP!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just like what many activists say, "Internal ang mapagpasya." Even if there is that external conditioning, if the guy is sincere (S-I-N-C-E-R-E!!!!), he would not commit infidelity.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It still boils down to the existing patriarchal and feudal culture that affirms the idea of men being the most powerful among all the existing sexes. "&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Lalaki kasi, kaya OK lang. Mas macho ang dating."&lt;/span&gt; SH*T!!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At some point, men are being streotyped. Indeed because of the norms that can be seen (na mga katoto rin naman nila ang may gaawa). BUT it is not JUST and FAIR to relieve yourself from being unfaithful jsut because of the fact that it is NORMAL. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-1999755222048959074?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/1999755222048959074/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/05/whos-who.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1999755222048959074'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1999755222048959074'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/05/whos-who.html' title='Who&apos;s who?'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-7390000614034462140</id><published>2009-05-07T10:53:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-07T11:13:17.406-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Nasaan Ka?</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;Patlang.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Hinahanap pa rin kita.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ikaw &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ang dahilan&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ng aking bawat pagtipa.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ay!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Magbalik ka na.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-7390000614034462140?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/7390000614034462140/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/05/nasaan-ka.html#comment-form' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/7390000614034462140'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/7390000614034462140'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/05/nasaan-ka.html' title='Nasaan Ka?'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-625699783194653645</id><published>2009-04-29T23:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-08T07:39:26.843-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Ang Tunay na Hari ng Kalsada</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sometimes, I get pissed off when the jeepney driver waits too long. Para bang wala siyang konspeto ng oras at walang pakialam sa mga pasahero niya. Mas masakit pa kung kailan late ka na, saka pa siya super petiks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Naalala ko tuloy kung paano ako na-late sa appointment ko sa Makati (buti na lang at mabait ang employer). Nahiya tuloy ako. Makakapagcreate ako ng bad impression.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Kung tutuusin, ang mga ganitong klaseng driver ang dahilan kung bakit matrapik sa Metro Manila. Sabi ng ilan, mga "garapal", "pasaway", "bakaw". Pero may sumagi sa isip ko. Isang ideyang natutuhan ko sa isang lider-guro.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Makikita raw ang pyudalismo sa trapiko. Para sa hindi pa nakakaalam kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng pyudalismo, ito ang pagkakaroon ng hindi pantay na relasyon sa pagitan ng dalawang uri/tao/bagay. At kaya trapik, dahil may pyudal na sistema.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Matapos kung marinig 'yun, nagtaka ako. Kadalasan kasi, makikita lang ang pyudal an relasyon sa pagitan ng mga magsasaka at landlords nila. Sa siyudad? Paano?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Katulad ng sa mga hindi pagmamay-ari ng mga magsasaka sa lupa, gayundin ang senaryo sa mga jeepney drivers. At ito ang sikat na sikat sa ating "boundary".&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Tama. Araw-araw, may kailangang abuting quota ang bawat driver para magkaroon ng ipapakain sa pamilya nila. At bago pa makapag-intrega ng pera si Manong kay Misis, babawasan muna ito ni Amo.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Tindi nga naman ni Amo. Nanonood lang sa bahay tapos sa gabi, bibilangin ang mga jeepn na umuwi at pumasada, aba'y akalain mo ba namang kumikita ng pera.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At hindi lang ang pyudal na relasyon ang sakit sa ulo ng bawat driver. Nariyan din ang malupit na hagupit ng sunod-sunod na pagtaas ng presyo ng langis. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ngayon napaisip tuloy ako lalo, si Manong ba talaga ang "garapal", "pasaway", "bakaw" kung nagsusumikap siyang pakainin ang kanyang pamilya kahit na sunod-sunod ang pagmamalupit sa kanya. O "sila"... silang hindi na natinag sa taas at tumatapak-tapak sa iilan upang makakuha ng ganansya.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;That's why I came to realize the reasons of every jeepney driver. It is not their fault and they are not the ones to be blamed becase as all of you can see, isa rin siyang bikitma. Biktima ng mapagsamantala.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Saka, (segue lang), panahon na rin na maging disiplinado sa oras at magkaroon ng tamang time adjustment and allotment. Ikaw din naman ang may kasalanan kasi gigising ka ng tanghali. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Jeepney: king of the roads.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;May naghahari pa pala sa mga "hari ng kalsada".&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-625699783194653645?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/625699783194653645/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/ang-tunay-na-hari-ng-kalsada.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/625699783194653645'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/625699783194653645'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/ang-tunay-na-hari-ng-kalsada.html' title='Ang Tunay na Hari ng Kalsada'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-4298844831606440169</id><published>2009-04-29T22:27:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-29T23:11:59.258-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Isang liham kay Renic... Subukin nating magmulat</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Kay Renic,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Alam ko matagal na nating pinagtatalunan si Lozada. Sabi mo, masama rin siya. Kaya lang naman kasi siya kumanta kasi nga sabi mo, hindi niya nakuha ang dapat na porsyento niya. nakalimutan ko na ang mga figures pero ang bottomline ng sinabi mo, batay sa interpretasyon ko, makasarili pa rin siya. Kaya hindi mo siya matanggap.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;May punto ka. Kung tutuusin, si Lozada marahil ay kasapakat nila FG, Benjamin Abalos at kung sino sino pang hinyupak na nagnanais magnakaw sa kaban ng yaman. Ngunit, subukin nating magsuri ng mas malalim.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Kagaya ng marami ang iyong opinyon, "Kaya lang naman yan nagsalita kasi walang nakuhang kickback." Ngunit isa lamang ba itong simpleng isyu ng pera?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Mahirap maging tulad ni JLo. Mahirap maging isang witness laban sa first family. Alam naman natin kung gaano kalaki ang sklawa ng political powers nila. Lahat ay kaya nilang maniobrahin. At alam kong alam mo na naman ito. Sinugal na ni Lozada hindi lamang ang buhay niya kundi pati ang buhay at kinabukasan ng pamilya niya.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Sasabihin mo may mali rin siya. Sa palagay mo, bakit siya dalwang bukas na kamay na tinanggap ng simbahan? Dahil siya ay pagpapanibagong-hubog hindi tulad ng kanyang mga kasamahang kroni. Kaya niyang magsiwalat ng katotohanan hindi tulad nila FG at Abalos na todo tanggi pa rin sa kanilang ginawa. Kaya niyang tanggaping nagkamali siya.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Sasabihin mo rin, pagkatapos ng Senate Hearing wala na siyang ginawa. Sigurado ka? Sa bawat malawakang kampanya laban sa ChaCha, panawagan para sa pagbabago at katotohanan, naroroon si Lozada. Isa ako sa mga saksi at nakamayan ko pa nga siya sa isang rally noon malapit sa Baywalk.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Kung tutuusin, ang isyu ng NBN-ZTE ay hindi lamang hiwalay na isyu ng korapsyon. Kaya nga dapat magpasalamat pa tayo kay Lozada dahil isa siya sa maraming kayang manindigan at isiwalat ang bulok na sistema ng pamahalaan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;Dahil sa pag-iingay ni Lozada, marami ang kumilos, namumulat. Sa ganitong paraan, nagkakaroon tayo ng mas matabang lupa para sa pag-oorganisa. Kung saan, mas mapapalalim pa natin sa mga atrasadong nahamig ng isyu ng NBN-ZTE at nakisimpatya kay Lozada kung ano ba talaga nag lipunang ating ginagalawan at maugat ba kung bakit ito nangyayari.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px;"&gt;Gayundin, lalo pa tayong nagkaroon ng pinaghahawakan (bukod sa sandamakmak pang kasamaan) na tuwiran at lubusan ang pagkakasala ng rehimeng Arroyo sa ating mamamayan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;At ngayong kumakaharap si Lozada sa isang malaking suliranin, suklian natin siya ng suporta at simpatiya. Sabi nga ni Kabataan Partylist Representative Mong Palatino, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;“During these times, the youth needs more role models like Lozada. May his sacrifice and strength enjoin the youth and the people to carry on with the fight for truth."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px;"&gt;Ngayon, may itatanong ako sa'yo. Kung ganito ang pagtingin natin kay Lozada, paano pa ang ibang nagnanais na magsiwalat ng katotohanan? Ganoon din ba natin sila titingnan?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px;"&gt;Iyong kasama,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px;"&gt;Dark Angel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-4298844831606440169?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/4298844831606440169/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/isang-liham-kay-renic-subukin-nating.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/4298844831606440169'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/4298844831606440169'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/isang-liham-kay-renic-subukin-nating.html' title='Isang liham kay Renic... Subukin nating magmulat'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-8310229791390171238</id><published>2009-04-28T03:36:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-28T04:01:02.019-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Simbuyo</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;Lilikom ako ng lakas&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;hihinga nang malalim&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;dadamhin ang hanging sasadsad &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;sa aking baga't lalamunan&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ipipikit ang aking mata&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;upang hindi mo masilayan&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ang pananghoy ng aking kaluluwa&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ikukuyom ang aking palad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;sa pagkakataong ito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;itatayo ko muna ang aking toreng garing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;matapos&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;pipilitin kong buksan ang aking labi&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;pupunitin hindi lang ang nanuyong lama't laway&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;gayundin ang tarangkahan&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ng damdaming nais kumawala&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ngunit &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;nalunod ang mga salita&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ng ideyang kinadena ng iilan&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ng ideyang hindi tanggap ng karamihan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ng idyeang kinahon ng lipunan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Muli, lilikom ako ng lakas&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;lakas na tutunggali&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;sa alimpuyo't hagupit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;ng pait ng paghihintay&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-8310229791390171238?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/8310229791390171238/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/simbuyo.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/8310229791390171238'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/8310229791390171238'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/simbuyo.html' title='Simbuyo'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-1352438285702162574</id><published>2009-04-26T06:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-26T08:42:07.891-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Set me free</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="  line-height: 19px; font-family:'Lucida Grande';font-size:13px;"&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span mce_  style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;(Mew speaking to Tong)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span mce_  style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;So I have one question:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span mce_  style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it the one day we are separated?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span mce_  style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;And, if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation well, is it possible Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span mce_  style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;At the same time, I was also wandering. Is it possible that, we can love our entire life without loving anyone at all?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;I really don't know if I am doing the right thing. Should I give up?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;The characters still haunt me. My brain can still draw the twists and turns of Mew and Tong's romance. And my heart still sobs reminiscing the frustration I felt at the end of the film.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;The "Love of Siam" is a dramatic and romantic film about teen gay romance. The development of the romance between Mew and Tong is "to the nth level kilig". However, like most of gay relationships, contradictions pressed by the society spiced the story.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;I won't go on into reviewing because I will allot another space for it another time. I just want to point out a thought.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Nahihirapan kasi ako ng lubusan. Sobra. Gusto kong sumigaw. Gustong kumawala ng emosyong kinikimkim ko sa aking puso. Gusto kong umiyak. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Mahirap magmahal kapag may piniling kasarian ka lalo pa't kung ang iibigin mo ay wala namang kasiguraduhan kung kaya kang tanggapin. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;At siyempre, bakit ba hindi kaya ng minamahal mong tanggapin 'yun. Bottomline pa rin ang society. Na kahit naglipana na ngayon ang bakla at lesbiyana, hindi pa rin sila lubusang tanggap ng lipunan. Partikular na ang pagkakaroon ng same sex relationship. Mauugat pa rin sa kulturang minulat sa atin ng sumakop sa atin lalo na nang kasalukuyang sumasakop sa atin. Imperialist plunder on culture pa rin. Ayoko nang magdetalye dahil masyado ng sensitibo kapag napasukan na ng relihiyon.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Kung tutuusin, lahat naman tayo ay tinuruang magmahal. Sabi nga ni Boy Abunda, sa iisang utos lahat lumulundo ang Ten Commandment at iyon at "Love". At wala siyang nakikitang mali sa ginagawa niya dahil nagmamahal siya. Siya sy tumalima.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'trebuchet ms';" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Bakit ba may mga taong narerepress ang kanilang karapatang magmahal? Kailangan na talagang lumaya ng lipunan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Sabi nga ni Mao, "&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Genuine equality between the sexes can only be realized in the process of the socialist transformation of society as a whole."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="  line-height: normal; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:'trebuchet ms';" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" mce_style="margin:0in 0in 0pt;" style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0in; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="  line-height: normal; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:'trebuchet ms';" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;Rebolusyon ang solusyon. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-1352438285702162574?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/1352438285702162574/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/set-me-free.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1352438285702162574'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1352438285702162574'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/set-me-free.html' title='Set me free'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-6111935124158017749</id><published>2009-04-23T06:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-23T08:33:30.043-07:00</updated><title type='text'>The Puppy Metaphor</title><content type='html'>Once my Soc Sci Prof. Domingcil joked in our class, "Wala namang originality ang mga aktibista ngayon. Tuta, tuta, eh panahon pa ni Marcos 'yung tuta. Dapat lumaki na.. ang tagal na 'nun. Dapat Gloria, aso!"&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Everyone laughed except me. For those who do not know anyhting about what he is tackling it is funny (perhaps?).&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;However, they did not get the metaphor. Activists tag the government "tuta" because it is very loyal to its master--the foreigners, the US particularly. A starting pup is trying to find love and comfort so it will do anything for its master. That is why it is "tuta".&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And the "tuta"-ness of this government has rattled the whole country again. For the nth time, they have favored the foreigners. And why the heck am I using the foreign language?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;P*tang ina! Ito talaga ang una kong reaksyon matapos kong malamang pinawalang-sala ng Court of Appeals ang rapist na si Daniel Smith. Ngunit hindi na kataka-takang ganito ang magiging senaryo sa isang pamahalaang subok na sa pagtalikod sa mamamayang Pilipino.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sa umpisa pa lang, kitang-kita na agad ang panghihimod ng puwet ng mga nasa pedestal sa dayuhan na hindi malayong magpalaya kay Smith... na nangyari na nga!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At anong "spontaneous romantic episode" na pinagsasabi ng CA? E di sana hindi siya basta-basta tinapon na lang sa tabi-tabi if it is a "romantic episode". Romantic? Grabeng insulto kay Nicole at sa Pilipina! Tae! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sana, dinamitan siya kahit papaano tapos hinatid sa tirahan niya. Common sense. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Kung tutuusin, dalawa lang ang kailangan para masabing rape ang isang scenario. Una, walang consent ang isang party at pangalawa, may evidence na nagkaroon ng sexual encounter. At kayang suportahan ng mga ebidensya na wala naman talagang consent dahil una, ayaw ni Nicole or kung lasing man siya, still, wala siya sa tamang wisyo magdesisyon at ikalawa, kitang-kita ang condom na ginamit pa ni Smith na may semen pa niya!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The justice system in the Philippines is rotten to its core. (Ooppss.. foreign language!) Hindi na yata dapat Court of Appeals kundi Court of Puppets, Cowards and Clowns.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Muli, hindi pro-people kundi pro-foreigner talaga ang pamahalaan. Masunurin. Tapat. Tagahimod ng puwet. VFA pa lang eh. Tatsulok pa rin. At dapat nang baligtarin ang tatsulok.   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ngayon sir, justified na ba ang tuta?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Tatawa ka pa ba sa joke ni Sir if this is the scenario the joke is pertaining to?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-6111935124158017749?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/6111935124158017749/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/puppy-metaphor.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/6111935124158017749'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/6111935124158017749'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/puppy-metaphor.html' title='The Puppy Metaphor'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-2580733200980373016</id><published>2009-04-20T09:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-20T10:46:26.550-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Pssst... boboto ka?</title><content type='html'>While watching the TV, it is our favorite past time to name commercials before showing up its "tag name" until...&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Sama-sama tayo... Lalaban tayo.."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Ang naghihirap para sa pamilya, hindi dapat pinahihirapan..."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Kuya commercial ba ito," my nephew asked and he shouted *well, better not to mention because it will be one form of his campaign*.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Marami na ang nagpaparamdam dahil sa susunod na taon, Presidential Election na. At sa tantiya ko, ang pinakamagulong eleksyon sa kasaysayan ng Pilipinas.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Hindi lamang apat o lima ang napaparamdam ng kanilang pagtakbo sa pagkapangulo. Kung pagbabatayan ang ilang publicity, party endorsements at campaign tactics na lumalabas, tinatayang walo ang maglalaban.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sino-sino ang iboboto mo? Boboto ka ba ngayong eleksyon?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Marahil isa ka sa maraming magsasabing "Anong sense?", "Sila sila rin naman." "Wala namang pagbabago." "Magdadayaan lang 'yan."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;May punto ka kasama. Actually, most of your arguments are true. But then again, let's have a closer look.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Sila sila rin naman." &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Elite. Ruling class. One Percent. Sila pa rin naman ang bumubo ng mga traditional parties na tumatakbo kada halalan. Mga negosyante, mga babad na sa politika ng Pilipinas, mga mayayaman. Paano nga nmana silang makapaglilingkod at makakapagrepesenta kung hindi naman sila galing sa batayang masa?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Kaya nga natatag ang Makabayang Koalisyon ng Mamamayan o MAKABAYAN-- ang nag-iisang partidong nagmula sa hanay ng masa at magtutungo sa hanay ng masa. Ang partidong binuo ng iba'tibang progresibong organisasyon, personalidad at partylist na subok na sa pakikipaglaban sa karapatan ng mamamayan. Masasabi na natin ngayong may mgrerepresenta nang tunay sa mamamayan.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Bukod pa rin, patuloy pa rin ang existence ng mga progresibong partylists gaya na lamang ng ACT, Kabataang Pinoy, COURAGE, Bayan Muna, Gabriela at ANAKPAWIS na hindi nagsasawang maglingkod sa mamamayan at patuloy na lumalahok sa halalan. Dito, nairerepresenta talgang tunay ang mga "marginalized sectors" ng lipunan.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Anong sense?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Bago ka mag-angas itanong mo muna sa sarili mo kung ang basic obligation mo bilang mamamayang Pilipino ay nagawa mo. Tama. Basic obligation ang pagboto at nakahihiya namang angal ka ng angal kung mismong obligasyon mo ay hindi mo ginagawa.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Magdadayaan lang naman."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Kaya't ang iyong obligasyon ay hindi lamang natatapos sa pagboto. Alam mo na palang may anomalya, papabayaan na lang ba. Sayang naman ang efforts ng pagboto kung madadaya lang kaya itodo na at bantayan hanggang kahuli-hulihan!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Wala namang pagbabago." &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sigurado ka? Sa isang punto tama pero hindi ang kabuuan. Marami nang napatunayan ang mga progresibong lider natin. Kaya't kung hahayaan na lamang nating kainin na tayo ng sistema, wala tayong pinag-iba sa mga trapong pinagpipilian natin tuwing eleksyon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ang parlyamentaryong pakikibaka ay ikalawa lamang ngunit ito'y nanatiling esensyal. Hindi eleksyon ang sagot sa pagbabago ng sistema. Ngunit dahil sa eleksyon, nakakakuha ng ganansya't pakinabang na makapag-aambag sa paglilikha ng magtatapon sa bulok na sistemang umiiral.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;18 years old ka ba o mas matanda pa? Puwede na.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Boboto ka ba? Dapat lang. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-2580733200980373016?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/2580733200980373016/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/pssst-boboto-ka.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/2580733200980373016'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/2580733200980373016'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/pssst-boboto-ka.html' title='Pssst... boboto ka?'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-7568898649094166107</id><published>2009-04-19T11:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-20T09:47:01.239-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Love on People's Struggle</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;"Kahit napaka-indibidwalista, naging masaya ako partly after niyang mag-lielow. Faster healing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Healed ka na ba talaga?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Totally."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Masaya ako noong nakaraang gabi.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Actually, ito ang turning point na hinihintay ko. Hindi upang buksang muli ang relasyon namin. Kundi ibalik (kahit papano) 'yung naging pagkakaibigan namin. 'Yung pagiging magKASAMA namin. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking otgether in the same direction" -Antoine de Saint Exupery.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Una pa lamang, alam ko na ang esensya at mithi ng (naging) relasyon namin. Hindi lamang ito pampuno sa kung tawagin ng burgesya ay physiological needs. Kung tutuusin, sekondarya lamang ito. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ang mas tinutuon nito ay ang pagpapaunlad pa sa aming mga saril bilang mga organisador at aktibista. Mas pagpapaunlad pa ng landas na aming tinatahak at pagtingin sa pagbubuo ng pamilyang magpapatuloy ng laban ng sambayanan. Dito ang lundo ng lahat.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ngunti hindi mekanikal ang mga kasama. Kaya nga kahit pangalawa lang ang "sex love", nanatili pa rin itong esensyal sapagkat ito ang nagpapatampok nang kung ano ang nararamdaman ng indibidwal.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Masaya akong magkaalinsabay na nagmamahal ako at nag-aambag ako. Masaya akong nakakapagmulat ako ng mga isipang hindi bukas sa uri ng aming relasyon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Tama. Mapagpalaya. Kaya nga KR ang bansag at hindi BF o GF dahil sabi nga ni Janinn, ang pakikipagrelasyon ay hindi lamang nakukulong sa heterosexual.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ngunit, hindi maiiwasan ang pag-iral ng kontradiksyon. May mga kontradiksyong napangingibabawan ngunit may ibang hindi. Walang absoluto ngunit hindi ko sinasabing walang matagumpay na relasyong nakapaloob sa organisasyon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Mag-iisang taon na kaming hiwalay at may kanya-kanya ng buhay-pag-ibig. Papanindigan ko lang ang binitiwan kong salita kay Julie. OO. naging indibidwalista ako at nagpupuna ako roon. Kaya nga masaya akong hindi na kami nagkaka-ilangan.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dahil nagkakaroon ako ng kalayaan muli sa kanya. Hindi upang mahalin siyang muli kundi ang organisahin siya.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-7568898649094166107?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/7568898649094166107/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/love-on-peoples-struggle.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/7568898649094166107'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/7568898649094166107'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/love-on-peoples-struggle.html' title='Love on People&apos;s Struggle'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-1692270843404375624</id><published>2009-04-16T08:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-16T08:28:28.265-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Sessionista</title><content type='html'>Sabihin nating hindi ko naman talaga trip uminom ngayon.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Actually, ang habol ko lang talaga kapag iinom ako with my other relatives ay videoke. Kasi it's one way of releasing all my stress. Sarap kumanta at ever since passion ko ang kumanta. That's why I am wondering kung bakit ba ako nagpahatak sa tawag ng pulang kabayo.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Bago pa magstart ang session, marami na akong bagahe. Lovelife, acadz, pressure sa work at lalong lalo na sa family. Kaya siguro dumating sa point na go na ako kahit hindi ko naman talaga trp.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At dahil hindi ko nga trip, wala akong napala at lalo lang akong nademoralisa.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Lubusan ang pag-inog nang kung tawagin natin ay "macho culture" kapag dating sa inuman. Natatanong ko tuloy kung ganoon ba talaga ang takbo ng usapan ng mga straight people... diretso SEX. At ang malupit pa, hindi ko matanggap na ginagawang object of sex ang mga babae.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Kung puwede lang talgang manapak, nanapak na ako. Hindi kasi malulon ng sistema kong naalipusta ang kababaihan at nababansot ang kanilang silbi sa pagtugon sa tawag ng laman ng mga lalake. Pero as usual, it all boils down to culture. And the culture that has been promulgated to us ay ang culture ng naghaharing-uri.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sa pagkakaroon pa lang ng mga sexy at hubad na babaeng nag-eendorso ng mga alak, kitang-kita agad ang pang-aalipusta sa kababaihan. Hindi pa kasama na sa mga video ng videoke, mga hubad na babaewng pa-pose-pose ang ipinepresenta.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Lalo lang tuloy akong na depressed sa kulturang macho shit na nakita ko.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ngunit dapat lamang itong hugutan ng inspirasyong baguhin ang kultura't sistemang umiiral. Kung saan, papasok na ang pantay na trato sa lahat ng kasarian at mapapawi na ang diskriminasyon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;PS: Matatawag ko palang mga "walang bayag" ang mga taong naglalasing upang pag-usapan lamang ang mga babae bilang "objects of sex" since humuhugot pa sila ng pampalakas ng loob at init ng katawan sa espiritu ng alak. Mga mapagpanggap. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-1692270843404375624?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/1692270843404375624/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/sessionista.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1692270843404375624'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/1692270843404375624'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/sessionista.html' title='Sessionista'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6188196697857841979.post-6444340981498556368</id><published>2009-04-13T10:01:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-13T10:37:49.978-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Initial thoughts...</title><content type='html'>I've just read eppie's and mikko's blog a while ago... It had hit me asking "Why not create my own?"&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So here it is... tackling any issue under the sun BUT YET, without setting aside the political line.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So ang bottomline ng lahat ay inggit... haha.. just kidding...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Siyempre, ang unang tanong bakit ka nagsusulat? Para ba magpa-impress, magsalsal ng salita o basta lang magkaroon ng saluhan ng katas ng mga ideya at kalokohan? &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Bilang manunulat, dapat alam mo ang purpose mo kung bakit ka nagsusulat at dito ako resolved.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I write in order to touch minds. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I write in order to mobilize.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I write for the people.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6188196697857841979-6444340981498556368?l=akdangmalaya.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/feeds/6444340981498556368/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/initial-thoughts.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/6444340981498556368'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6188196697857841979/posts/default/6444340981498556368'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://akdangmalaya.blogspot.com/2009/04/initial-thoughts.html' title='Initial thoughts...'/><author><name>Dark Angel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17334180051326679812</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kTLT38Vh-ZA/Sf8jzLqTT0I/AAAAAAAAABA/Hf9OnhN7CNQ/S220/SDC10059.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
